Hi again, kind of forgot to say this so ill just say it here. I got some feedback about the comment section. Some say it is funny and some say that it is ruining the blog. I wanted to make the comment section as open as possible so I allowed anyone to comment even if they do not have an account on blogger. Then I got some negative comments and I thought that if I just left it like that it might make people afraid to comment or something so I wanted to respond to it in a funny way. Well I did my best. But I can see how it could still affect the readers if there are so many negative comments that are directed at me. So I decided to move all comments that are directed at me to the colorful blog and manage the black and white blog comment section so it wouldn't turn anybody off. Every comment will still be displayed on the colorful blog as long as it is not spam. Well there are some that I might have to censor even in the colorful blog but I will try to keep it as uncensored a...

Hi, it has been a while. I want to say I am sorry but saying it too many times makes it meaningless, but I will still say it now. I truly am sorry. As a reader myself I know the feeling of having to wait to get to read the next part of an interesting story. That is why I really hate it that I haven't been able to write for so long. I have had some school work and working out that I had to absolutely keep up so I couldn't bring myself to make myself write on top of that. I also didn't want to bring myself to write as I want it to be a thing I do because I want to do it. So I tried different things to make myself want to write and they were more and less successful. I really do enjoy writing as I get into it, little like with working out. Starting it is the hard part but when you start doing it you like it and after you feel great. Well I did make progress and as a reader I hate to keep readers waiting I will try to write more often and I will try to integrate it b...

      10. Fishing.  As I recuperated from the battle wounds I kept training intensely within the cave, before the training was something I did because I wanted to be strong enough to survive outside but now I do not want to lose to anyone. I will get stronger, strong enough to beat every beast that is out there. I eat some died meat and take the new horn dagger from the chest, I glance at the two skulls in my chest and close the chest. I open the cage and walk to the wall to get my sword, I can move it easier yet again. I swing the sword a few times to try it out and then I go out of the cave. It is quite dark as I go out of the cave, I guess I woke up earlier than usual today. The air is cold, but it feels good on my skin. I walk down to the river, the area looks empty, so I walk ahead next to the river. The scenery doesn’t change much as I keep walking but after I walked for some time it became brighter. I do not see any beasts though, I wonde...

Hi, it has been a while, sorry for being gone for so long without saying anything. The reason for this, well there are many reasons but the biggest one was that I didn't feel like writing. Or rather I couldn't bring myself to write. I do not know exactly the reason for this but it might be because I know how the books is going to end so it wasn't exciting to write it anymore, it wasn't about exploring the world and building it as I try to bring the characters alive as best as I can. It was more like a chore where all I could think about is how badly I am doing it. It wasn't fun like it was in the beginning. Of course I could have just skipped writing the Melissa´s archway and written chapters for the other books but I knew that it wouldn't solve the problem and it would eventually happen with the other ones as well. So I took my time trying to fix it, and I really want to say that I did but I cant. I want to say that it wont happen again and I will ke...

17. Leaving cascana I run to Marie who took a serious hit in the fight, she is on the ground coughing up blood. I start to heal her and hear someone running toward me with great speed. Martin runs to her and takes her hand. “Are you, all right?” he asks and looks at her with tears on his eyes.  I keep healing her as she looks at him and smiles gently with a bloodied mouth. They stay like that the whole time I heal her and when Marie stands up I know she is feeling better, wounds that are on the inside are hard to know when they are healed so I just need to keep healing until they show signs of getting better. “Thank you, Melissa.” Marie says with a smile. “No problem, I am just glad you are all right.” “There can still be more of them and there might be survivors so let’s move out.” The grand mage says while starting to walk toward the town. We walk around the town carefully checking every house on the way, the corpses of the feline race can b...

4.     Giant snake problem. “It is probably better if I handle this one.” I glance at Sarah and see she is frozen in place, she didn’t even hear what I said. Can’t say I blame her, her instincts are telling her that no matter what she does she can’t escape that snake. I have felt the same fear she is feeling now twice; first time was when I was about to be eaten by a pack of anti-wolves and second when I disobeyed my father and got exiled.  Two of my worst memories in life and they both happened on the same day. The sound of the snake made me come to my senses, it is close now, so I prepare my sword. I step away from Sarah, so the snake won’t hit her or if it targets her then I will just jump in and save her, but I doubt it will go for the one that is not a threat. The snake comes my way and when it is within striking distance I jump to the side and stab my sword into the snake. It tries to pull away to the other side, but I jump over it and...

Hi again, sorry it was a day late from the last day I said the chapter might come. I have come to a realization that my release day is not optimal for me. Writing a single chapter requires some time and effort for me and as the release date has been Sunday and as it did work well in the summer it does not work well now that the school has started. Every project has a deadline at Sunday and even though I knew that I thought it would be all right if I just did the earlier. I did not take my personality into consideration, I am a lazy person that needs motivation to do anything. That is the main reason why I have a release date on my chapters, so I feel pressured to write the chapters. I mean I love to write but starting feels so bad every single time, it probably is my insecurity and shame and other things that make it so difficult but when I start writing and get into the story I really enjoy it. But I do need a little push and the deadline gave that to me. Before the school star...