24. Accessories in clothing. I cannot kill it. I just cannot. Why? I feel better after killing beasts so why can’t I kill it? I don’t understand. I suppose I will not kill it then. Yes, it isn’t too complicated. I just won’t kill it right? I pick the fur ball of the ground and stroke it gently; it is so warm and smooth. I see some liquid drops drop down on the ball of fur. It isn’t raining though. I touch my cheeks and notice that they are wet as well. Interesting. Not that important though. I put the fur back down on the ground and start eating the flying creature, I carve out pieces of meat from the part where I have pulled out the feathers and start chewing on a big chunk. The taste is amazing, it is smooth and there is no bad smell or after taste. It is fatty even though it is quite tough to eat. There is none of those weird pieces that you can’t chew through and you just have to swallow which makes me so happy. While I am eating, I sit down on top of th...

#22 It has been a while again. I was busy dealing with the assholes. I mean the elementals. Turning a few scattered villages that were near death to the biggest city I have seen here took some time and effort and some fucking patience. I could have left them here to deal with their shit alone, but my party was too weak and from here on there is apparently a big spike in strength of the beasts. So, while they were getting stronger, I was handling the elemental city and scouting out the forest where the power spike starts, and it really is interesting. Dealing with the elementals took away my sanity but the trips to the forest were quite relaxing. It has been a while since I was away from my group and I finally didn’t have to deal with Layla and the elf anymore. The funniest thing happened when I came back after my first trip. Layla was all over me and even the elf wanted to speak to me, asking details about the forest and things like that. I guess pushing for thing...