#4 I finally found some information about the undead. I thought it would be easier to find them, but it was surprisingly hard. The group of adorable raccoon people had ventured into a dark forest in search of a new place to live but they encountered disaster as bunch of skeletons and dead bodies attacked them. Many of the already thinned out tribe died in the attack and the small group I encountered previously were the only survivors. It happened a few days ago and that explains the condition I found them in, they were starving and sleeping in the forest with no protection. It would have been hard for them to survive on their own but now they will be alright, I asked my companion to lead them to the village I started, there they can live in peace. I will meet up with her at this place when we get back. I will go explore the undead forest tomorrow, I cannot wait. __ The undead are not what I was expecting, or rather I should have expected this instead. ...

Hello again, this is quite embarrassing since I last time said that I had a good feeling about writing consistently and other things. It didn't work, I tried believing in me and that I would write if I didn't force myself to do it. It was wishful thinking but the idea wasn't wrong. Forcing myself to write is not the way to do it probably because I would start hating it eventually. Now I am trying to get myself to write by banning things until I have wrote something and I feel like that this might work, but because of my previous history I will not promise anything and I will not believe in it myself either so we can only see what happens when it happens. New things-- I have a lot of ideas and I am too lazy to write an actual book about them and things like that so I thought about writing short stories and things like that too from time to time. They will probably connect with other stories or just happen in the same world but I might also write something that doe...

9. Start of a journey. When we get to the gate two lizard men guards with spears try to stop us. I kick the spear from the other one and it breaks into small pieces, I spin around and kick the lizard guard in the chest and he flies into the gate and crashes into it. I see something run past me on the right and before I can react the fox girl charges to the other guard with my black sword. She pushes away the spear and jumps into the guard with the sword pointed to his chest and it pierces through it staining the sword in fresh blood, they both fall to the ground but only the fox girl gets up. I am glad that she is all right but that could have been dangerous, if it was any other sword, she couldn’t have gone through the defenses of the lizard guards chain vest and his thick skin. Well the whole situation is already dangerous, but I could have handled both guards while carrying the bat person and Sarah. She pulls the sword free from the guards’ chest and wipes the blood...

14. Recovering  Wet and ticklish feeling keeps brushing against me, I focus to find what part of my body is experiencing this. I quickly understand that it is happening on my cheek. I open my eyes and try to move my head to see what is happening but the instant I move a bit an intense pain shoots through my body. Tears form in my eyes blurring my vision. I do not want to feel this pain again, for a moment I had been able to forget it but now it is as painful as it was before. I turn my head to at least know what was happening to me that caused me to wake up. The piercing pain courses through my upper body as I turn my head to see a ball of white fur running away from me with great speed. After running so far that I can barely see it, it stops and turns this way. I can see some kind of ears on its head but other than that they are long and thin with some reddish color inside them I can’t clearly see them.   I do not know what kind of a beast that is,...

8. Leaving As I run through the streets I see the lizard man soldiers slaughtering everyone that live here, even the other lizardmen. I cut down the ones that are on my way, but I do not have the time to save them. I quickly move to the place where the orphans are living, and I can hear sounds of battle from there. I run faster and get there in almost an instant. I see Anna and Emma on the ground, they are both bleeding from deep cut wounds. The fox girl is in front of them fighting one soldier evenly, she is crying and screaming but she is still holding out against an adult lizard man that has been trained to fight. The three-bat people are lying on the ground in a buddle of blood in the same corner they have always been. There are other children lying on the ground and another soldier chasing the rest of the children that are trying to run away. I cut down the soldier that is fighting the fox girl as I run to the other soldier and cut down him before he swings do...

Hello, it has been a while again. This is becoming a bad habit honestly. I did think a lot about it and I think I know the reason for it. I think that it is all because I am greedy and lazy, I want to do a lot of things in a certain way but I am too lazy to do them. I want to write better and improve but do not put them time and effort for it. Then I cant write normally because I pressure myself to improve my writing. So I end up not writing anything. A vicious cycle but I think I have a solution for it. Well I have tried a lot of different things and none of them have worked yet but I feel good about this one. We will see how it works. There are some good news though, even if I do not write anything I still end up thinking a lot. I have some good ideas, well I have too many ideas but I feel the stories are getting more concrete in my mind. There is still a lot of work to be done but I should just work steadily and not stress too much. It is really fun to write when I get into ...

      13. Surviving. I feel like I did in the past, cold and empty. I try to move my hand but an intense pain shoots through my body. I slowly open my eyes; my vision is blurry and half of it is darker. I try to get up using only my body and legs, but my muscles feel powerless and sore. I can’t get up. I try to move my left hand and even though it is painful I can do it. I put my left hand on the soft thing I am lying on top of and push myself upwards. I rise a bit and I put some strength into my legs. I get up, but I can barely hold my balance, I look at my right arm and I can see something white on it. I touch it with my left hand and it feels slimy and sticky. Is this the reason why I feel so bad? Should I cut it out? Should I leave it alone? I look around and it is night time, the only light I can see is coming from the sky through the gaps of the trees or from the wide area around the big rock. I look down to see the beras lying still, is it dea...